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Discipline and Structure..and a More Buxom Rack…

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..Are some elements that My own life slowly started losing the last couple of years, and that I am hellbent on reinstilling in My life. You’ll thank Me for this once the process is complete.

Pre Modification

I just underwent some minor personal upgrades, and plan on spending the next few weeks tying up some legal and financial loose ends from the last two years while I physically get back into tip top shape.

So, I won’t be available for much more than body worship, humiliation, and light endeavors until about the third week of February.  It’s all my brain and my body can handle at the moment :-)
And, I won’t be available to work you over every which way only I know how to do until the second week of March. Which coincidentally, is the same time I’m planning on returning to NY!
**Update**I’ll be in NY March 21st-26th. I pushed these dates back so that I can go to Hawaii first :-)

While I’m partially laid up and busy putting my office life back together, for real there are a few things that would make me happy, if you’re in town and feel so inclined..

*Some mini (or full blown) shopping sprees, as I’m about to give away half of my well curated closet full of designer and simply beautiful clothing. (It’s worth it I tell myself when I start to get misty eyed with nostalgia as I cannibalize my closet.)

*A Service oriented Domestic slave in SF. STAT lol  Don’t worry, I’m very fair about work vs fun :-)

*Small jaunts around town or minications to nearby spas or Vegas area always welcome, however only with the understanding that my energy might be a little mellow, or it might now, but that physically I’ll be a little delicate.  But what else is new, right?  I mean, they even dubbed Me The Delicate Domme in Penthouse ;-)

*An electrician to work in trade for future sessions once the job is entirely complete, or just for the sheer fun of it. I might even supervise in transparent latex. ;-)  Because electrical work is really the only thing between your being able to come visit the Dommecile, or not :-)

If you are not in the SF area or planning on making yourself available to Me here anytime before mid March, I do have some wishes that distance would not be a hurdle to overcome in order to fulfill them for Me :-)

* Are you a graphic designer?  No, I’m not going to be one of those silly girls who asks “Will you build me a website?”  No thank you, I can do that Myself.  However, I am aware that my actual design skills leave something to be desired at times, I’m more of a builder, large concept kind of person more than a small minute attention to detail kind of person.  So I need some killer banners, a header or two, and some other small design elements done for the relaunch of JanuarySeraph.com and the launch of my new femdom membership site as well :-)  Hit me up if you’d like to tribute Me with these jewels, or if you’d prefer to barter for your time and expertise.  While I appreciate gifts, I also value people’s time especially if it’s how they make their living.

* A new honest to goodness, good old fashioned money slave, paypig, cash cow, or submissive who is into some fun financial abuse .  I don’t need you, I just figure it might be an amusing way to spend a few weeks confined at or near home.  I love the financial and emotional backbends via servitude that this form of Tribute is delivered to Me in :-)

But don’t worry, if you’re not volunteering this very specific type of servitude, I’m not asking you.  Move along.

I have not been impressed with the replies I’ve gotten to my casual queries about interested film sluts for upcoming video productions, so stay tuned for an upcoming more specific, highly formatted questionnaire.  Clearly some of you lose your fucking minds when you think of being naked on video, groveling and begging while enduring my various styles of torment and abuse.

Be prepared for a fair amount of blogging.  It’s what I do when I have downtime, and the emotional clarity to finally sort through the rubble of the last major marathon of debauchery :-)

2014 is off to a banging start- hope yours is going as well, and if it’s not, make time to come in for a kinky attitude adjustment and W/we’ll see if that can be fixed.

xx

January

It’s a High Heel “Thing”

People ask me about my “thing” for high heels. It’s not just that a pair of amazing heels are like miniature pieces of incredible architecture. It’s also not just that the higher the heels are the better my ass looks. :-).

There’s a ton of different reasons I obsess over awesome heels. But the one I reach for most often when trying to explain my obsession is this:

Shoes are literally the thing that connect me to the earth, in a very literal way. So if I were to look at that metaphorically, what would I want that connection to look like? Clunky, awkward and masculine? Probably not. It’s not representative of how I see myself. I prefer my connection to the world be elegant, with long lines, impossibly high standards, and beautiful. I want that connection to be representative of the tension I feel between what is and what should be. And when I find all of these characteristics in a shoe, I fall in love.

Once the object of my desire has been acquired, I indulge in a ritualistic process to break them in.

I find some quiet time in my bedroom (or hotel room if I’m on the road). I position a mirror near the bed and strip down until I’m completely naked. I slip the new high heels on, and slowly, put on a show for myself of myself in my new heels. Finally, I bring myself to orgasm, staring intently at the lines of my ankles and the tops of my feet as my toes clench inside my new shoes as I cum.

Then, and only then, are my new heels ready to be worn into the world. I call it each pair of shoes’ “Christening”. Without a proper Christening, they aren’t blessed to be worn in public. :-)

Birthday Chastity Journal from m

A sweet chastity journal and note of affection from My sub m.

“Dear Mistress January,

Thank You again for a WONDERFUL birthday weekend!! My birthday, was far and away the best birthday I have ever had. I had such a great time with You in New Hope, PA, at my house and playing after wards. You really rocked my world (even more than usual)!! When someone asks me what my favorite type of cake is, I will undoubtedly smile, blush a little and make up an answer :-) I will never enjoy cake more than I did that night. The next day, ****** asked me if we had any cake left over :-)

On Tuesday as I was still coming down from my birthday high, I took some time to stop and reflect on things. December 10, 2012 was definitely the best birthday that I ever had, but it also might have been the best day that I’ve ever had. I know it sounds extreme, and I was coming down from a major adrenalin rush, but I still feel that way today. I’ve had a good life, and there are more days behind me now than there are ahead. As I reflected on some of the better days that I’ve had throughout my life, I could not think of a day that I enjoyed more than my birthday spent with You :-)

On Wednesday, as I was feeling myself again, I was also feeling extremely horny. I masturbated four times on Wednesday. I don’t know that I have ever masturbated that many times in one day. I lied down on my sofa, closed my eyes and played back Monday night in my mind. By the fourth time, I was out of fluids and it actually hurt, but I still couldn’t stop masturbating.

Thank You for allowing me to be out of chastity for ten days. I have not been out of chastity for that long since the beginning of July. It was amazing! During the course of the next week, I masturbated to the pictures that You took and posted, and also to the pictures that You took for me on my iPhone. Every time that I masturbated it was good to great. I can no longer imagine masturbating thinking of anyone other than You. I hope that doesn’t sound too creepy.

Finally, last night I masturbated while sniffing Your sock and stockings that I save for special occasions. The subtle scent has long since gone, but knowing that they were on Your feet and legs still makes them incredibly special to me and creates instant arousal. I know that this is probably going to be the last time that I am allowed to masturbate in 2012, and I wanted it to be special, and a special ending to an incredible couple of weeks!

I went back into chastity this morning and the return of the old familiar pinches, physical discomfort and heightened awareness of the bulge in my pants. Mentally though, it was comforting to go back into chastity and surrender the control of my orgasms to You again. During a time in my life, where I feel like I am lacking control of my life, this is actually an area where I take comfort and find security in giving complete control to You. As I’ve mentioned before, there is nobody else in the world that I would give control of my orgasms to. I don’t know if there is anyone else that I can say this about, but from the moment I met You I trusted You completely. That feeling has only grown stronger, the more that I get to know You. I look forward to the day (actually maybe a few days later after I’ve healed) when I wear Your Seraph Wings with pride. They will be with me forever.

I am very lucky that You are my mistress. You have opened up my mind, body and soul to many new things and pushed my limits to where I never thought that I would be able to go. I am even luckier to call You my friend. There is nobody that I enjoy experiencing life with than You!!! Thank You :-)

Respectfully,

m “